Anonymous asked: These 'Things You Wish You Would Say' are they for someone? Sorry, it's kind of hard not trying to guess at somebody else's feelings. I'm sorry if I shouldn't have asked.
It’s usually me talking to myself or me talking to the eternal "You" which yet remains vague & not personal or me talking to a specific special someone..yeah. You could say it’s just my exaggerated version of all of the above and leave it at that.
I let you know
precisely during that moment
when you didn’t speak;
During that very moment
when I was merely touching you,
with my mind.
All These Things You Wish You’d Say
She deserves better, you say. I say: You’re a goddamn coward. What she deserves is an actual person she can connect with. She deserves you, or me or the entire world; she deserves someone achingly real and honest. She deserves a human being equally raw to pursue her and love her and, perhaps, destroy her emotionally, but she deserves all that as well. She doesn’t deserve anyone’s sugary fairytale. She deserves to float freely, with you, or me, or the world, into the very depths of her own psychosynthesis. She deserves to explore the meaning of the word "intimacy", with someone beside her that will care regardless. She fucking deserves all of it. So, pluck up the courage and be with her or leave her in peace but don’t you dare "sell" her your own "inadequacy" as a lie so that, again, you manage to comfort your conscience and eventually come to feel that you love her exactly because you’re letting her go. Because, darling, that’s bullshit. That’s only your own little self-created lie laying behind a much bigger lie; it’s not even properly concealed within itself, you fucking idiot.
All These Things You Wish You’d Say (via violentwavesofemotion)